每个人都开开心心的
久违的见面
原本的期待
才发现和我想的不一样
大家看过 "钢之炼金术师" 这部日本动漫吗?
里面有个很有趣的词汇

                   等价交换

意思是如果你要得到一样你所期待的东西 那你就必须用另一样你的东西去交换
很公平 对吗?
一直觉得这句话很贴切 也很真实
甚至影响了我的价值观 尤其是友情
如果我对一个朋友好 把他看得很重要 我也会希望他也把我看待成这样
这就是我认为的等价交换 付出多少就要得到多少 一公克都不能少
少了的话 会严重影响我的心情
可是我忘了一件事
不是每个人都会照着你所安排 所希望 的剧本走下去
等价交换 ? 或许他们根本不屑一顾
只是我一厢情愿的想法 檯面上的感情好只是华丽的海市蜃楼
或许有些事情我们要学着放开 不要那么死心眼的霸着不放
可能他们只是我生命里的过客 到站了随时都会下车

做工 做工 做工
这个星期完就一个月了
薪水 薪水 ♥
跟其他人比 我的工算是轻松的
虽然上个礼拜被有些情绪怪怪的顾客骂 ==

Just started my Industrial Training.
Well, I work as an office boy there, photostat, answer phone, fill in bank slip !
These task are quiet weird for a business admin student, right ?
I did not learn any thing from my colleagues or my supervisor that concerning what I studied before :(
My supervisor listed me in the "Tax and Accounting" department in my letter which my AA received (It means I should work as an accountant in my 3 months period )
Unfortunately, I just sit at the counter for whole day.
I really scared will fail my DIT because I do useless job and gain useless knowledge for my diploma and need to retake again !
( p/s: retake means I will delay my graduation to december )
Of course, I have somethings good there.
I work with one of my old friends at counter, she teach me alot.
All my colleagues ( include my supervisor ), they are very friendly.
They will joking with me sometimes so I would not feel so stress.

Today she told me something and I discovered that "he" is treating me and her in the same attitude - no more communication.
I was quiet surprised since he told me before he still treat "her" as friend, but he broke his promise.
I just want to told you : I gave you my apology, I called you and said hello to you in front all of them.
Even though I saw you do nothing.
Did you know that ? Nowadays, our mutual friend like to say something about us ( Ah Teck is not conform to XX XXX )
We became the gossips and rumors now !